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7/18/26 hello i have not done much of anything to this site since april. i didn't forget about it i think about website stuff constantly i just never do anything with it. i get too scared to put things on the internet but maybe i need to get over it and maybe this can do something. as for life stuff, i'm finished with school for now and i'm going to be entering senior year (scary). i signed up for a bunch of hard classes because i hate myself and also i didn't know what else to do. outside of this i've started driving/working towards getting my license, along with visiting a psychiatrist for what i'm pretty sure is tourettes syndrome (i'm medicated and not hitting myself repeatedly!). i want to get more on this site and decorate it further, i actually had stuff previously but i keep compulsively deleting all of the code and restarting. working on this.

4/4/26 finally got around to making this page. i'm not too sure how long i'll keep this up? i struggle with putting my thoughts online and even more with keeping them up. we'll see. i wish i could say i've been doing much lately but for the past couple days i've just been sleeping and going on chicken smoothie. visiting my sister tomorrow. thinking about setting up other pages